Quarantine Dreams

By Aydin Hodjat V

time
ticks away endlessly, uselessly
a lazy river on a sticky may afternoon
	a barren march to the infinite
		my cage of isolation suffocates my mind
     white walls, white door, white table
  seemingly scrubbed to neat perfection
but wasted eyes reveal a catalogue of ages
	     a map of days, evidence of my former selves
	they too straining for freedom from these white walls
was it white? i see now the stained and dirty table
               smothered with pen and paint and grime
 	  veined with crawling scratches and inked scabs
                	and leaded currents flowing over the sides
it speaks to me, grasping for my very core
	inviting me to its abstract, murky home
  yearning for me to escape my white walls, white door, white table
		to step away from makeup quizzes and fading due dates
and to join it in its distorted, fruitless reality

Rijs Johansongordet I